I wake... 3:27am. It's TOO LATE, in my head.  If only you had done this earlier. Look how long you've got? You will never do it. Give up. A multitude of images and missed opportunities flicker.  Up. Coffee. Write to you. And I have a new song - NEVER TOO LATE. I worked on her yesterday. She's powerful.

So what? Well... this is my daily battle for my mind.  The battle to find the courage to stand. The closer I get, the tougher the battle.

My sense is this work will stir people up. It is vulnerable to share yourself. So I may be attacked, mocked and possibly applauded or ignored. Stomach tightens, my hyper sensitive Aspergers making its daily contribution. DANGER. HIDE. RUN... No. The voices lie and the mockers don't control me; unless I let them.

HOPE... COURAGE. To dare look a fool, to dare share my work, my voice. To serve you: entertain, encourage and share this journey with you... To be in a team and deliver you a show that lights you up. 

It's Never Too Late. NICKSTIR